We all face challenges as we are going through our fitness journey weather that be the mental, emotional, physical. Its all hard no matter how you spin it. It takes hard work getting your body into shape and eating right to fuel your body because lets be honest if it were that easy we would all be super fit and we wouldn’t have the demand that we do for personal training, gym memberships, nutrition,
For me personally I’ve had to over come a very big fear of mine I’ve had ever since I was a little girl which was gaining weight. I remember being terrified to get weighed at the doctors because I knew I was a lot bigger than a lot of the girls my age. I grew up in a family that didn’t have exercise or nutrition as their top priority. My mom worked late nights and my dad was the one who was always feeding me. I have a European back ground I’m part German and portugese and its apart of my culture for my family to over feed me. I used to get huge portions of noodles and snitchel a big staple in my diet at the time.
I used to never feel full so my dad would always give me more food as well as a ton of snack to take to school. I was known as the snack queen, everyone would know that if they forgot their lunch to come to me because my dad would always give me like 10 snacks to take to school. Nothing is wrong with giving a child snacks to take to school if they are 1-2 and their healthy. But My dad fed me pure sugar. breakfast and dinner were no better. breakfast was always a bunch of pancakes with M&Ms in them and if my dad didn’t feel like cooking he would buy me a pizza to have all to myself. or pop corn
. Fast forward a couple years when I got seriously into fitness I lost a lot of weight. I could never seem to keep it off. I was a big fan of crash dieting. I could lose 30lbs so easy by restricting my food intake and doing as much cardio as I could but as soon as I caved into food’s I liked I would gain all the weight back and more. It seemed like a never ending cycle. I got really sick and developed an eating disorder and an un-healthy relationship towards food, and exercise.
I took it to a whole other extreme. I used to run for 3 hours straight and than not eat anything until 5pm and pretend I was healthy and sure I looked okay, but inside I was dying it was only a matter of time before I could die because of it. I ended up gaining weight again after deciding I wanted to live, went through the cycle again and again and finally figured out the reason I could never see the figure I wanted no matter no much I worked out or how healthy I ate, I never saw my abs.
why you may ask, well you cant cut when your already at such a low point so my biggest challenge was learning to eat and fuel my body so I could give it my all during my training sessions. I learned to not be afraid of food. Now I’m training for a bikini competition but I’m doing it the healthy way while learning you just have to trust the progress and let things happen.